Hmmm..... Where to start......
I've gotten a few PMs and even a few emails asking whether or not I've quit PSC. I must say that those messages warmed my heart quite a bit. I will fully admit that I was ready to bail out on PSC. Those kind words brought the spirit of PSC back to me. Sounds corny but it's the truth. Seeing the messages made me feel appreciated. Anyone who says that it's not important to feel appreciated is blowing smoke up their own ass.
As to the rumors that it was Scion who drove me out you can put those to rest. I'm not going to point the finger at any specific person or event because truth be told there were several things that got to me. Yes Scion can be a prick at times but he can be a likable prick when he wants to be. After all he has to deal with that shitty Florida weather all the time. All that sun and warmth. I mean who could deal with all those beaches and palm trees and sunsets and bikini babes and.... where was I going with this again? Oh yeah...
The thing that set me off the most was the constant complaining and bickering. I finally had enough and decided that didn't want any more of it. I know I'm not the only one either. So I huffed off to get away from it.
To Scion: if you feel that I was lashing out at you consider this my public apology directly to you. I was not directing my comments in a previous thread at you specifically. The timing of the posts and my poor wording made it seem like it. So I guess I played my part in the bitching and complaining and general downslide of the mood at PSC.
Anyway I've now had about a week of going through some serious PSC withdrawals and have come to realize how much this community means to me. It's been a cathartic and depressing week all at the same time. I feel rejuvinated from the break but not being around all of you has bummed the hell outta me. I mean SERIOUS BUMMAGE going on here folks. And do you know how boring the internet can be without popping into PSC at least a dozen times a day?
On the bright side I've gotten stuff done at work and even gotten going on some home projects. But all that aside I simply can't take the PSC-less life. I tried to find solace in StumbleUpon but the effing thing kept bringing up Photoshop tutorials or artwork. Like it was literally taunting me.
So my personal temper tantrum is over and hopefully the malaise that hit PSC like a ton of bricks has passed as well. I really and truly do care about you all.
Now can we all see what we can do to
get TheShaman back too? Sean's had his own PSC break and he's been busy in work life. But I have it on good authority that things are slowing down for him at work. So he's got fewer excuses to not come back. If you miss Sean then let him know.